There is a strange moment that happens after you survive something.
Nobody really prepares you for it.
For years, perhaps decades, your life may have been organized around endurance. You learned how to read a room before entering it. You learned which parts of yourself were safe to reveal and which ones needed to remain hidden. You learned how to anticipate disappointment, manage other people's emotions, prepare for rejection, and keep moving when stopping did not feel like an option.
You became...